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Apple Cider Cornflake Crisp

October 18, 2019 By Kelly 18 Comments

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Baking is a salve to my grief and this apple cider cornflake crisp is a result of that. My grandmother and my mother died, three days apart, three weeks ago. I feel lost. Helpless. Broken. Spending time with my daughter, and baking are the only things that bring relief. Baking, a skill taught to me by my Mum so many years ago, is something I carry with me, a constant reminder that she was real. She existed. And she will continue to live through me and my recipes.

A bowl of apple cider cornflake crisp.

My Mother Is Gone

It’s been a hard month for our family. My grandmother died on September 23, 2019. She was 91 and sick for a long time.

Three days later, on September 26 my mother died. Suddenly. I was driving when the phone call came. A woman firefighter’s voice said, “You need to come right now.” The faces that greeted me when I arrived at my mother’s house told me everything I needed to know.

Inside the house my mother was on the floor. She was warm. I laid next to her, and held her. I begged her not to leave me. Her stillness and glassy eyes are seared into my memory and my soul.

It’s been three weeks and I’m still in a fog, not sure what I am doing or feeling. Spending time outside, with my daughter, and inside my kitchen, are the only things that bring me solace.

The Gift Of Handwritten Recipes & Cookbooks

I’ve been given a gift. Both my Nana’s, and my Mum’s, cookbooks and handwritten recipes have been passed on to me. Some people inherit money or possessions of material value. All I wanted was a few scraps of paper with familiar handwriting. Proof that my life with my mother wasn’t only a dream.

Tucked inside a cardboard box belonging to my grandmother were five community cookbooks. You know the kind. Small, with a spiral plastic spine, filled with recipes submitted by women known only as “Mrs. So And So”. A few days after my Mum died I was thumbing through one of these books. That’s when I first saw a recipe for a blueberry crisp with cornflake topping.

Baking ingredients in individual bowls on a table.

Apple Picking In The Annapolis Valley

A week later, two days after my mother’s funeral, I went apple picking in the Annapolis Valley with Dave, who is my Mum’s husband, his sister Gwen, my partner Chris, and our daughter Elodie. I wore blue jeans, a jean jacket, and my Mum’s taupe and cream cardigan that still smelled like her. Despite our gloom and sadness, the sunshine and fresh air took over. For a few minutes we were revived, renewed, and caught a glimpse of hope. Life truly does go on. And my mother wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.

Kelly Neil and family in an apple orchard.

Bloggers Sharing Personal Stories

There’s an online trend to mock bloggers for sharing personal stories. A trend that leans toward food blogs as utilitarian, nothing more than recipe machines, forsaking the people behind the posts.

I am here to say that behind this recipe for apple cider cornflake crisp is a real person. A person living a life filled with hopes and dreams, joys and triumphs, tragedy and sorrow. A person just like you.

Apple cider cornflake crisp drizzled with heavy cream.

The Importance Of Storytelling

Storytelling isn’t a nuisance to be dismissed as nothing more than blocks of text scrolled past in annoyance. Telling stories is what connects us, unites us, brings us together as a community. Telling stories elicits emotion, empathy, and if we’re truly lucky, sparks action. Stories are threads woven through the essence of our humanity. And for me? Recipes are just as important.

My Food Blog Is My Story

Sharing raw, personal emotions and details of my life online scares the crap out of me; My heart was pounding as I wrote most of this post. But you see, writing, making pictures, and creating recipes brings me pleasure. And peace.

My Mum was my biggest fan – she was always so proud of me and my creative nature. I think she would be happy that I shared this post with you. Would she have liked my apple cider cornflake crisp? Any actual bets would most likely hedge towards “probably not” since she was a milk chocolate devotee. What I can say, with pure confidence, is my Mum would have loved that I have picked myself up, and am continuing on with my passion and my calling, despite my profound sense of sadness, loss, and grief.

I love you Mum.

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5 from 2 votes

Apple Cider Cornflake Crisp

Chopped apples are cooked in apple cider and capped with a crunchy brown sugar-cornflake topping.
Prep Time25 mins
Cook Time30 mins
Course: Dessert
Cuisine: Canadian
Keyword: apple cider cornflake crisp, apple crisp, apple crisp with apple cider, apple crisp with cornflake topping

Ingredients

  • 1/4 cup (57g) butter
  • 1/2 cup (115g) brown sugar packed
  • 1 tablespoon (11g) all-purpose flour
  • 1 1/2 cups (100g) cornflakes crushed
  • 1/4 cup (50g) sugar
  • 2 tablespoons (16g) cornstarch
  • 1/2 teaspoon (1g) cinnamon
  • 1/4 teaspoon (2g) salt
  • 1 cup (250ml) apple cider
  • 1 tablespoon (15ml) lemon juice
  • 4 cups (550g) apples peeled, cored, chopped into 1-inch pieces

Instructions

  • Preheat oven to 350ºF and generously butter an 8-inch square baking dish.
  • Make The Cornflake Topping – Melt butter over medium-low heat in a medium-sized pot. Mix brown sugar and flour together. Add to butter and cook to dissolve, stirring occasionally. Remove from heat, add crushed cornflakes, and stir to coat. Set aside.
  • Place sugar, cornstarch, cinnamon, salt, apple cider, lemon juice, and chopped apples in another pot. Cook together over medium-low heat, stirring occasionally, until liquid is thick, smooth, and syrupy, about 5-6 minutes.
  • Pour apple mixture into prepared buttered pan. Top evenly with cornflake mixture and bake 25-30 minutes, or until topping is golden and apples are cooked to your liking. Serve warm or cold, plain or with a drizzle of heavy cream or a scoop of ice cream.

Notes

I like my apples to maintain a little structure in my cornflake crisp, so 30 minutes was the perfect doneness for me. If you prefer your apples on the mushier side, either cut your apple pieces smaller, cook them a bit longer in the apple cider, or bake the crisp at 325º for longer, say 45-50 minutes. Apple firmness after cooking will also depend on the variety of apple you choose.

Did you make this recipe? I would love to see how you made out! Let me know on Instagram by tagging me @baconandbaileys and hashtag it #baconandbaileys so I can take a peek and re-share it in my Instagram stories! You can also find me on Facebook, Twitter, and Pinterest.

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Filed Under: Dessert, Fall Tagged With: apple cider, apples, brown sugar, cornflakes

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Comments

  1. Kris

    October 18, 2019 at 3:21 pm

    Dear Kelly, you are so courageous! I think storytelling is so crucial to how recipes tie themselves to us and are woven into the past and present. Thank you for continuing a blogging traditional that holds dear the important things: creativity, honesty, and emotion. If it was only a recipe, that truly would be a sad, lonely thing. I treasure this space you’ve created. So, so deeply sorry for this profound loss you’ve had! Sending a big hug to you, Kris

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:30 am

      Thank you SO MUCH Kris! If anyone understands the importance of storytelling it’s you. xo!

      Reply
  2. gabriele dragone

    October 18, 2019 at 4:51 pm

    You’re right, Gail would be profoundly proud and happy you are seeking comfort in your child and your passion for baking and photography and writing. In doing so, you honour Gail and her love for you and Elodie. and all that love is bound to be continued and multiplied many many times over. Thank you for sharing with us all your creativity.

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:30 am

      Thank you for all of the continued love for my Mum, and now me, Gabriele!

      Reply
  3. Julia

    October 20, 2019 at 9:22 am

    5 stars
    I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I’m glad you shared the story. I’m glad you wrote the story. I’m glad there are bloggers who still write. After all, blog isn’t a recipe site. Blog is a personal log!! Thank you. And keep strong!

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:31 am

      Yes exactly Julia, and thank you so much! I hate the trend of creating posts that do nothing more than answer basic questions about the recipe. I’m trying to find the balance between consistent, user-friendly recipe instructions, and soul!

      Reply
  4. Jenny

    October 20, 2019 at 9:42 am

    I love you. ♥️

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:32 am

      xoxoxoxo.

      Reply
  5. Aimee

    October 20, 2019 at 3:48 pm

    Beautiful photos, recipe and heartfelt sentiment. Your mother would definitely have been proud of this post, Kelly. Thank you for opening up and sharing with us. We’re here for you. xox

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:32 am

      Thank you for everything Aimée!! xo.

      Reply
  6. Rebecca Wilson

    October 20, 2019 at 11:17 pm

    I cried reading this post. Not because I have experienced this kind of loss, but because one day I will. Thank you for sharing, storytelling, and being vulnerable. The internet and blogging world needs more of this. Your mom must have been a wonderful person – this fact radiates out from your words about her. Your recipe also looks delicious!

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:33 am

      My Mum was a sweet and kind soul who was dealt a lot of shitty hands throughout her life. One the one hand I am heartbroken. On the other hand I find peace that her mental and physical struggles are over. Thanks so much for stopping by Rebecca!

      Reply
  7. Matt - Total Feasts

    October 21, 2019 at 10:43 am

    5 stars
    Losing a family member who cared for and inspired you has got to be the hardest thing in the world to cope with. To this day whenever I have a soft ginger biscuit, I think of my grandmother, and when I grab a buster bar from DQ my grandfather (who while a doctor, had an amazing sweet tooth he shared with his grandkids and tried to hide from his own kids). It was very brave of you to share such a personal story but lovely to hear about the people who inspire you.

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:35 am

      Yes exactly Matt! I am hoping to cook my way through the recipes in my Mum’s falling-apart food-splattered Purity cookbook this winter, which is FILLED with her handwritten notes. I am also going to pick up her recipe box this week and I am SO excited. It makes me feel like she’s still here you know?

      Reply
  8. Rachael Robertson

    October 22, 2019 at 1:28 pm

    I can relate to all this! My mums last moments seem like they will never vacate my brain! But I too continue because she would go crazy if I crumbled in sorrow every day. Her life was for living and she showed me exactly that from childhood to adulthood. My life is too. And I’ll show my kids the same as will you with Elodie.
    I’m so happy you are sharing as I feel like I no longer need therapy (well, not so much😉), as I have someone else going through similar with equally as much pain and determination. We are in this together….over social media? Heck yes!!

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:36 am

      I’m so sorry Rachael. 🙁

      My Mum would absolutely DETEST if I didn’t pick up and carry on. She was my #1 fan ALWAYS.I don’t know if I would give up therapy – I think I may need some myself! lol See you soon! (on Insta, FB, etc)

      Reply
  9. Colleen

    October 22, 2019 at 9:41 pm

    I notice that there is flour in the ingredients but not in the steps. Just wondering where it fits in?

    A very beautiful post with lots of emotion. I’d much prefer this kind of post than just a recipe. ❤️❤️

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    • Kelly

      October 24, 2019 at 7:37 am

      OMG COLLEEN! Yes! Fixed!! Thank you for pointing that out!!

      Thank you so much for reading. See you soon I hope. xo.

      Reply

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I'm a food photographer, recipe developer, and freelance writer based in my hometown of Dartmouth, Nova Scotia, Canada and I love to bake! If you love simple, classic baking recipes (with occasional healthy or savoury dishes thrown in for good measure) then you are in the right place. My blog is filled with my food photography, and easy comfort food recipes I love. To read more about me and to see who I've worked with check out my Work With Me page...

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